Someone serious, someone who I can introduce to my parents, and they’ll trust. Someone constant. Someone who will be there for me and support my decisions and keep me grounded. Someone I can give my 200% to and have that 200% returned. Is that too much to ask?

looking at you like my friend, after all we’ve been through together. i find it hard to believe that you really do care, that you really have missed me. i fell so hard for you, and then nothing. emptiness, and a colossal amount of loneliness. no one after me? even harder to believe. darling, you’re a ladies’ man. plural, because you had so many of them. this is all probably so easy for you. just another pawn in your game of chess. your queen? the woman you say means nothing to you. you do everything to protect her, because she’s valuable. she knows every move and i’m just here as a decoy, a distraction. a series of opening movements until you can truly strike. i hope this isn’t true. did i love you? no, but i was so close to. i felt it in the palms of our hands, then nothing. i’m here alone, cleaning up the shards of glass from your mess. i just miss the man i thought you to be.

rawritzbinh:

Don’t confuse me, stay put, or leave me.

i just wanna get the fuck out of highschool. everyone can suck my cock a little.

I guess I just need someone to lean on. I do my best to hold everyone up when they need it, shoulders to cry on, everything. I just want someone who will do the same for me.. Someone who will pick me up when I’m crying, or just sit with me and understand my silence.

idk what i’m doing here lol